Do our spirits age in heaven or are we ageless entities? Will you be the girl I remember or the one I wished you'd grown to be?
Are there windows up in heaven, do you watch us as we live? Have you been the voice that warns me when I have little left to give? Will I see your face and hold you, will you remember me? Is the bond we shared unbreakable or is that fantasy?
I can hardly face the thought of all the things that you have missed. I hope sixteen years in paradise has been total bliss.
It's hard for my to say this, even after all these years, happy birthday angel baby, receive this message through my tears. x